I wrote a little something for the office here at Camp Arifjan. Here’s a quick and partial take on why I’m in the National Guard:
As a college Sophomore, I was undecided in exactly what career I wanted for myself. Sure, I’ve always been predisposed to certain interests, but making a commitment to sit in front of a computer the rest of my life as a programmer or analyzing economic trends was an overwhelming obstacle for me to mentally leap. I couldn’t ponder forever however – I already had student loans and some credit card debt to worry about. I was locked into the process without an endgame in mind.
One of my rugby buddies from high school did something that was almost unheard of in our city – he joined the military via the Army Reserves. He was an MP at a unit in southern Minnesota, and you could tell he loved what he did every time he talked about it. He was driving around HMMVs, shooting rifles, and getting maced in the face within the normal once a month and two weeks a year schedule that’s normal to the Reserves, and he still managed to make time for his college rugby team. It sounded cool and interesting, but the 6 year contract he signed also sounded like an insurmountable commitment.
Well, the idea was planted. And then 9/11 happened. Just like most everyone else in the country, I was outraged by the attack perpetrated that day. The idea grew. I liked the idea of joining the National Guard, because I would also be serving the state in case any local emergencies happened. Also, I thought, “Hey, if there is a war big enough where the National Guard is deployed, I want to be part of it”. I started talking to a recruiter, and I was interested in anything related to Combat Arms, and, naturally, anything with the biggest bonus (a whooping $8000 at that time!). I ended up as a 14M (Stinger Missile Operator) at a National Guard unit in Central Minnesota.
I’ll admit, the process of conforming was painful for me. I was a smart but somewhat spoiled young adult. Basic Training at Ft. Sill, OK was a humbling experience, and the grip of the Command and Control environment only got tighter at AIT at Ft. Bliss, TX. I came back, and I thought everyone around me was “ate up”. My psychological wind-down from that period was rough. I had a messy break-up and a period of depression after returning home.
I did enjoy the college benefits over the next semester. Also, having had a taste of how bad life can really be, I was able to focus on my studies much better than before. I was more disciplined, and the little stuff got to me way less than ever before in my life.
However, the Army again came first when I was deployed 2/3rds of the way through the semester I returned. I went through 3 months of repetitive and often mundane combat training and drills. Then I deployed to Camp Blackjack (currently part of Camp Liberty) in Iraq. Over my time there, I did patrols, TCPs, perimeter security, and various details, while going through all of the bang and boom activity related to the job. Fortunately, Basic and AIT was psychologically stressful enough where I was mostly inoculated against some of the stressors involved with the position.
Admittedly, my body was a little bit more broken than previously when I returned home. That, combined with what I realized was the mostly tedious job of a Combat Arms job and my desire to get into business for college, lead me to decide to switch over to Finance.
During my deployment, I swore I would get out as soon as possible. When I returned to college, this initial desire reversed itself. While I don’t necessarily like the bureaucracy of the military, the hearts and minds of the people I served with were outstanding compared to some of my fellow college students. My end career goal was to be a CPA, but I needed 150 credit hours to get that license, so I debated either getting a minor in Pro-flight or Military Science (through ROTC). ROTC ended up winning out (even though I did get a private pilot’s license before switching over to that option). For the most part, I loved every minute of my hectic schedule while I was a cadet. Additionally, the officers leading my ROTC program portrayed a leadership style that is in many ways unparalleled in any other organization. They were always going the right thing, and I ended up as one of the Distinguished Honor Graduates the year of my graduation and commissioning.
Currently, I’m on my first post-commissioning deployment to Camp Arifjan as a Banking Officer. The Guard and Reserve have certainly turned into an Operational rather than Strategic military reserve over the last decade! While it is a setback to some of my life goals and civilian career, I understand how important being on the ground overseas is to the objectives of the USA.
So, in summary, I serve in the United States Army because it is a difficult but significant job that not everybody is willing or able to do. Also, the organization has helped me develop the discipline and focus that has helped me out in many areas of my life. In addition, the financial benefits I’ve received for my service have allowed me to skip the burden of student loan debt and start my post-graduate life off ahead of my peers. My choice to serve isn’t ever an easy one despite all of this, but I have still been able to take the good and leave the bad as I go on with my parallel career in the National Guard.